Character+age+18

I am alone and scared I wonder if I will ever be apart of something great I hear my past calling my name I see the shadow over my life I am alone and scared I pretend to not be scared I feel lost in my life I touch the outer shell of my body I worry about how I will get out of this slum I cry when I know all hope is lost I am alone and scared I understand that life is hard I say its all uphill from here I dream of a life full of happiness I try to show others I'm strong I hope this wont last forever I am alone and scared.